Living for Jesus While Living with a Chronic Illness

“But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. “

Paul wrote about having a thorn in his flesh and asking the Lord to remove it in 2 Corinthians 12 and God’s response was that his grace was sufficient for him. There has been much speculation regarding what the thorn in Paul’s flesh was, but I won’t get into that in this post. My focus is on God’s grace being sufficient.

Anyone living with a chronic illness understands what it is like to want a cure, to be healed. Thankfully with modern medicine chronic conditions can be managed or helped somewhat, but not cured. There is no cure for many chronic illnesses.

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I know what it is like to live with pain and being grateful for the days with less pain. I know what it is like to live with fatigue the kind that; as wonderful as it is. coffee does not take away.

Paul wrote something else while living with his chronic condition in Philippians 3:

“Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me”

Pressing on is not easy but so worth it. By pressing on with Jesus, we experience so many joys along the way such as seeing lives change, seeing people come to know Jesus, seeing God at work.

Pressing on while living with a chronic illness and depending on God for daily, sometimes hourly, strength is something I respect in others due to experiencing it myself.

One of my fellow bloggers has a rare genetic condition called
Friedreich’s Ataxia which causes her to need a wheelchair. However, she presses on to serve Jesus. Her name is Lily. You can read about her story in strength is not always literal. Her blog is retrospectivelily.com.

As my theme song for this week after Easter, Because He Lives, says, “Because he lives I can face tomorrow” Anyone living with a chronic illness who lives to serve Jesus like Lily does has a perspective that will encourage us to press on.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

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Music Mondays- Because He Lives by Vickie Winans

Because He lives
I can face tomorrow

I love these lyrics from Because He Lives. Jesus lives and because he defeated death, we can know he is always with us. Because he lives, we can face tomorrow. We can face the problems of life knowing he is with us.

We can also know that his resurrection can empower us as Romans 8 says:

“And if the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead is living in you, he who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies because of his Spirit who lives in you”.

God can and will empower us to overcome. He will give us life. For some it can mean healing. For some it can mean his grace is sufficient for us as we press on in the face of difficulties such as chronic illness, depression, anxiety, family problems, past abuse, addiction or any other difficulty.

I have experienced his grace sustaining me as I live with chronic health issues. God has helped me to overcome the effects of growing up in a home with an alcoholic father and a mother with mental health issues. God sustains me as I deal with the daily effects of depression due to chronic illness. Because Jesus lives, I can face those things knowing that Jesus is always with me and has all power to help me and in the end of my earthly journey, he has a place waiting for me in heaven.

This week my post will highlight other bloggers who have overcome or are being sustained by God’s grace because Jesus lives.

I love Vickie Winans recording of Because He Lives. I hope it blesses you today as it has me.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

Happy Easter- Let’s Celebrate

Happy Easter to all of my followers and readers 🙂

Easter is my favorite holiday because of why we celebrate Easter. Jesus is alive and seated on his throne in heaven. Because he defeated death for us, we have hope in any situation.

Today is a day to celebrate our Risen Savior. It is a day to remember his victory over death. It is good to celebrate to refocus on Jesus, not on ourselves and our problems. So I would like to share two videos with you in hopes they add to your celebration. 🙂

My favorite thing on Easter Sunday is worshiping at church. I love songs that celebrate Jesus being risen from the dead. An old classic song about the resurrection of Jesus is by 2nd Chapter of Acts-The Easter Song. I wanted to share that with you.

Ever since the death and resurrection of Jesus, there have been numerous forces that have tried to stop the message about Jesus from going forth. One such force was communism in Eastern Europe. I traveled to Romania seven times and heard their stories of life under communism, so I am well aware of the brutalities committed against Christians under communism.

In 2011 in Budapest Hungary, a former communist country, a church organized an Easter celebration dance in a public square. The first time I watched the video, I thought about how the older people who joined in would remember when they did not have the freedom to do so. I want to share the video with you.

What are your favorite Easter songs? How do you celebrate?

Happy Easter. Jesus is Risen. Thank you for reading. God Bless. 🙂

Hope Even in Death Because of Jesus

It has been 10 years already, but sitting with my father while he died is an experience I will never forget. I had spent most of his last weekend on earth with him. It was the end of a year I will also never forget with experiences such as helping him make peace with God through Jesus, and him asking me to read the bible to him and pray each time I visited.

The morning that he went to his eternal home with Jesus, I woke up early with a song in my spirit-Life Goes On. It is a song about how our lives go on in heaven after we die. Waking up with that song in my spirit, I knew what God was telling me. I had already gotten ready and was driving to his nursing home when they called me to tell me he was unresponsive and to get there soon.

He was an avid rose gardener, so it was fitting that as I read about the resurrection and our promised resurrection in 1 Corinthians 15 that he breathed his last breath and died as I read:

“When you sow, you do not plant the body that will be, but just a seed, perhaps of wheat or of something else. But God gives it a body as he has determined, and to each kind of seed he gives its own body.”

That passage is in reference to when we die, it is like our bodies that have died are like seeds planted in the ground. The seed then grows to new life. It is an analogy for the resurrection.

I had such peace about the fact that he had gone to heaven to be with Jesus that the afternoon of finalizing details for his funeral was calm. I had so much peace that I taught my class that evening.

Going through that day, evening and the funeral week made a passage from the bible very concrete for me from 1 Thessalonians:

“Brothers and sisters, we do not want you to be uninformed about those who sleep in death, so that you do not grieve like the rest of mankind, who have no hope. For we believe that Jesus died and rose again, and so we believe that God will bring with Jesus those who have fallen asleep in him.”

As I celebrate the resurrection of Jesus tomorrow, I will be thankful that those who have died we will see in heaven and we will know them. Death has been defeated by Jesus.

So yes it has been 10 years, but it has been 10 years since I told my father, “see you again” not goodbye.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

Forgive Them???

I have been reflecting on the things Jesus said while he was dying on the cross.

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He showed care and concern for his mother, Mary, by giving her to the care of John his follower. In that culture and time, Mary would have depended on Jesus as her eldest son for her welfare.

In a moment of agony, He cried out, “My God, My God, why have you forsaken me.”

He told a thief dying in a cross next to him that the thief would be with him in Paradise after the thief professed faith in Jesus.

One of the things Jesus said really grabs me. It shows his heart for all people even the worst of us, even the ones who tortured him, conspired against him, mocked him.

Jesus cried out to God our Father, “Father forgive them. They know not what they do.”

Even while dying an agonizing death on a cross, Jesus interceded for those who harmed him with God our Father.

Let’s let that sink in.

Romans soldiers nailed him to the cross and Jesus’s response was, “Father forgive them.”

People were mocking Jesus while he was dying and his response was, “Father forgive them.”

Religious leaders conspired against Jesus and his response was, “Father forgive them.”

If Jesus could ask the Father to forgive the soldiers who nailed him to the cross, what could we possibly do that would cause Jesus to not want to ask the Father to forgive us? Think of your worst sin, failure, mistake. whatever and compare it to nailing Jesus to the cross.

The love of Jesus for us is so deep and so strong that no matter what we have done or will do, we can never be separated from his love. That is what we remember today as we remember Jesus dying for us.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

Who or What Put Jesus on the Cross?

A question I like to ask when I teach about Jesus is, who or what put Jesus on the cross?

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The Thursday before Jesus was crucified sheds some light on the answer. Before Jesus was put though a rigged trial as part of the conspiracy of the religious leaders, soldiers came to arrest him.Jesus knew what was going to happen, but he went out to the soldiers anyway and asked who they were looking for. We can see the drama unfold in John 18.

“Jesus, knowing all that was going to happen to him, went out and asked them, “Who is it you want?”

“Jesus of Nazareth,” they replied.

“I am he,” Jesus said. (And Judas the traitor was standing there with them.) When Jesus said, “I am he,” they drew back and fell to the ground.”

When Jesus told them he was the one they were looking for, he manifested his power by knocking them to the ground. He then permitted them to arrest him.

So the conspiracy of the religious leaders did not put Jesus on the cross nor did Pilate and the Roman soldiers. Jesus has all power. He could have stopped the whole thing with a few words just as he did when he calmed a storm by simply saying, “Peace be still.”

Jesus died for our sins but he had no obligation to do so. God has no obligation to do anything for us. The fallen angels rebelled against God too and there is no provision for them to be forgiven.

So who or what put Jesus on the cross?

Jesus gave the answer before it all happened. In John 15 Jesus was talking with his followers and told them they were his friends. He said:

” Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one’s life for one’s friends”.

It was Jesus’s love for us that put him on the cross. It was his love for us that caused him to endure the torture before he was nailed to the cross. It was his love for us that caused him to let the Roman soldiers nail him to the cross. It was his love for us that kept him on the cross to the point of dying for us. It was also his love for us that motivated him to take on death and defeat it for us.

So as we go through this Good Friday and Easter weekend, let’s remember that it was the love Jesus has for us that made and let it all happen. He loves us that much. 🙂

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

Because Jesus Knew…….

One of the experiences that will be forever etched in my mind and soul was spending time with my friend from South Korea from the time he was diagnosed with stomach cancer in February 2006 to the day he died in June 2006;

I will never forget the day he was diagnosed. I received a call asking me to come to the hospital. I went up to his room. His friends from Korea left the room, so my friend and I could talk. The first thing he shared with me was his concern for his wife, two children, and his third baby that he and his wife were expecting.

Up to the day before he died, he expressed his concern to me about the well being of his wife and three children. I was with him when he died. His wife, two of his little girls, myself, and several of his friends were there singing to Jesus and praying. Shortly before he died and while he was comatose, I leaned down and whispered in his ear that I would help his wife and children. He smiled. It was his last earthly smile.

Before people die. they think about their loved ones. Plans are made. Good parents do as much as they can to help their children prepare for the inevitable death of the parent.

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Jesus knew he was going to die. He knew that he would be crucified to pay the penalty for our sins, things we do wrong, so we could be brought back into relationship with God. Jesus knew what was going to happen. He shared with his followers to help them prepare. One such conversation Jesus let them know that he would come back for them in John 14:

“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me. My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.”

Jesus knew where he came from and where he was going to. Jesus knew how wonderful heaven is because he came from heaven. He shared with his followers that if he goes, he will come back, so they could be with him where he is.

Jesus is preparing a place for all who believe in him. That is the reason he came and died for us, so we could be with him in heaven.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

Music Mondays- Revelation Song Featuring Kari Jobe and Singers from 10 Languages

I read a post by a blogger I follow about how blessed she felt to listen to someone sing a worship song in Spanish. Dawn’s blog is drawingclosertochrist.com and her post was God’s Love Speaks Through Every Language.

Her post got me to thinking about the various languages I have had the privilege of worshiping with starting in Romania in both Romanian and Turkish, in France in French, in Mexico in Spanish, in Brazil in Portuguese, and in my home city in Arabic, Karen, Spanish, Ukranian, Zomi, Korean, Chinese, Nuer, and Vietnamese.These experiences have broadened my understanding of how God’s love and kingdom spans across all cultures.

It also causes me to reflect on what Hebrews 12 says about Jesus:

“For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God”

This Easter week, I am reflecting on the meaning of that passage. Jesus scorned the shame of the cross but he endured it because of the joy set before him. Yes, that includes being at the right hand of God the Father in heaven, but he came from there.

The other part of that joy was having his most cherished creation, US, being able to be with him in heaven because of his death on the cross and his resurrection. The joy he would experience from having people from all cultures expressing their love for him.

I wanted to share this video of Kari Jobe’s Revelation song with you. She does not enter it until the end. I hope you watch it as singers from multiple languages sing praises to Jesus expressing their love. It is a glimpse of the worship we can experience in heaven one day as people from every language stand before Jesus on his throne. I hope this video blesses you as much as it blessed me.

Thank you for reading. God Bless

Having An Eternal Big Brother-Jesus

I will never forget the day as a 12 year old boy when a dog attacked me while I was distributing flyers for my dad’s company with my older brother Mark. The dog was BIG and I wasn’t the biggest 12 year old- my growth spurt hit age 15- and the dog had clawed me on my side and I was bleeding. I was freaked out and started running with the dog chasing me, so I did the one thing I knew to do- SCREAM for my big brother. Mark came and chased the dog away and got me calmed down. He also taught me what to do if that ever happened again. He drove me home. I was taken to the ER but didn’t need stitches.

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Growing up in my dysfunctional family with an alcoholic father and mentally ill mother there was one person I could always count on. He was the one who taught me how to play sports, helped me with stuff for cub scouts/boy scouts, and the person I always felt safe around. My older brother Mark was a wonderful big brother growing up. I don’t remember us ever having a fight even when I would have deserved his wrath at times in my teen years.

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Having had a good big brother growing up made it so easy for me to appreciate having Jesus as my eternal big brother.  Yes, the bible refers to Jesus as our brother for those who believe in him in Romans 8:29, “For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters.” Did you notice it says among brothers and sisters? Yes, Jesus wants little sisters not only little brothers. For my women readers, remember Jesus values you as his little sisters he wants to protect.

As I think about what Jesus did and does for us; he died for us to save us from hell and to restore us to God and he defeated the ‘big dog’ chasing us-Satan, it is so easy for me to grasp the concept of Christ my eternal big brother. For that I am so thankful for my big brother I grew up with. Other concepts were a bit difficult such as viewing God as my heavenly father because, well, my father was a withdrawn alcoholic who drank his vodka and orange juice as we watched TV.

But the concept of Jesus as my eternal big brother anchored me in my faith early on and gave me the grace and time I needed to embrace other aspects of God mostly God being my heavenly father.

When I meet people, I try to meet them where they are at in life and not force an issue. If I meet someone who has had an abusive father, it seems best to me to wait a bit and be patient with them and not dive in and say something like, “Don’t worry, God is your father.” From my own experience it seems best to get to know the person before shoving something on them they may not be ready to process. But when the time is right, how joyous it is to share with them that God is their father.

The church is the family of God and he is patient with us to heal us step by step. For some of us those steps come quicker than others. I try to allow people the grace they need to take things as slow or fast that is appropriate for them. The Holy Spirit is much more capable than I am to discern such things, so for me it is more of an issue of listening to the person while letting the Lord guide.

So I hope this writing helps you in your little sister or little brother relationship with our eternal big brother Jesus. As you grow in your relationship with God, please remember that he understands you, he knows if you have past things that hurt you, and he is infinitely patient to bring healing at the pace that is best for you.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.

You Remember My Name???

Tuesday evening one of my students came into class and I greeted him by name. He was surprised that I remembered his name after one class, but it seemed to be more than that. It impacted him that I would remember his name.

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My student is a Yazidi refugee. The Yazidi people were victims of genocide and have been oppressed for centuries. In the most recent genocide, the Yazidi people were labeled as less than human by the perpetrators of the genocide. So when my student came into class and I greeted him in his language with his name, it had an impact on him. He is not used to being treated as a human being, a PERSON, except by other Yazidi people.

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There was a man in the time Jesus was on earth who was shunned by others because he was a tax collector. Jesus came along one day and spotted him in a tree.The man had never met Jesus before, but Jesus knew who he was. In Luke 19 we read about Jesus greeting him by name:

“When Jesus reached the spot, he looked up and said to him, “Zacchaeus, come down immediately. I must stay at your house today.” So he came down at once and welcomed him gladly:”

Zacchaeus had never met Jesus before that day, but Jesus knew who he was and knew his name. Jesus called out to him by name. To others Zacchaeus was someone to ostracize and they viewed him as being beneath them. Jesus saw him as a PERSON that he loved. Jesus reached out to Zacchaeus and visited his home.Jesus treated Zacchaeus as a PERSON even though others scorned him.

Jesus knows us. He knows our name.He knows everything about us and loves us. When Jesus comes to us, he calls out to us treating us as a person. We matter to God.Our circumstances never cloud how Jesus views us or feels about us. To Jesus, each of us individually is a PERSON that he loves and wants relationship with.

It doesn’t matter is we struggle with family problems, addiction, depression, anxiety, chronic illness, or failure, to Jesus each of us individually is a PERSON that he loves and that he died for.

Thank you for reading. God Bless.